Your date. Your crush. Your kind of guy.
That tingling in your body when you so badly want to be upset..
but can't because the sympathy of others will only make you feel worse.
Your heart quivering.
The way your face goes blank.
You just KNOW.
and it's scary and it sucks and you can't even cry about it.
Don't cry. Don't cry.
Do. Not. Cry.